some poetries from old days

i recently cleaned my old stuff and found some poetries from 2nd grade high school,
wasnt all by me,,
one was by me,
at my 2nd grade, my english teacher [p asdad/abi] told us to make poetry or just write about how we feel ,, so we start to write about it,,
many of them dedicated for someone, or our secret admirer,,
i can only found all of this,
and they were all great, so i decided to post them in this blog,
it'll be very long, n i hope u wont get bored,
cuz they have great meaning [even not wrapped in good english]

so, enjoy...

Love, pain and love again

-AM-

When love came

I felt it too deep, I didn’t care all about people say

I didn’t care about anything

Its just u in my heart

Its just u in my dream

Its just u, my love… its love

Love is deep and love is so blind

I was crazy over you

But u didn’t, its very impossible

U played me like a card, u played me like gamble

Cause u thought love is a game

U broke my heart when I knew that

I hated u. I hated this love

I hated all girl in this world

I hated this pain

Time is changing

Its very long time to forgive u

It was gone, it changed

Love comes back and im addicted to u

God, its love…. Pain

And why it must love again….

-NK-

Sometimes I love u

But sometimes I don’t

Sometimes I wanna be us

But sometimes I just wanna be u and me

Im confused with my feeling, my self, my heart and my mind

Yesterday we are bestfriend

Today we are couple

And now….

Im waiting for tomorrow

What will we be?

Now, im confused with u and your feeling

Last night, u asked me to stay beside u

But this morning, u act like u don’t even know me

Until now u still make me confused

I don’t know, is this the beginning of the story

Or is it the ending from the story

All the answer is in u..

Just go but don’t leave me

-DA-

Don’t say goodbye to me, because we’ll meet again

I don’t know when we’ll meet again, but I believe that we’ll meet again

I never trust destiny, but I must

I cant lie my heart, but its true

If u want to go, just go, but don’t leave me

Maybe u just feel, that we are friend, but sorry its not true

Now, when u want to go, I will tell u something

About us

U are my best friend, u are the best friend in my life, but

U are my enemy too, because u will go to leave me alone

I just can ask to God, u’ll never still strong there,

And then u will back to me

To b hapy and sad together, with all my friend

-AS-

Love is not a moment when u say that

“oh he’s so handsome” or

When u say

“oh she’s so beautiful”

We know that we are not perfect

Because nobody is

But im sure that u have something

That they don’t

Maybe,

U have someone who loves u, now

And someone who care for u

Because everyone has the right to get it

Believe of it, that the God

Will send someone for u

Who is better than the other

My soul

-NF-

How long will I be my soul?

Me and my soul r always standing together

Someone shows me my new reflection

My new soul which is better than yesterday

He is not anything, he is not my dearest too, but he is….

Someone who gives me the meaning of believeness and sincere

How to life in this world, how to be just my self

How to safe my life

I will always be my self, just me and my soul

Like he says!!

As long as the stars twinkle in the sky

As long as the ocean becomes dry

As long as the angels way up to high

As long as u walk in ur way

U are just ur soul, not the other

But he’s not beside me again

Yesterday, I saw his back, fade away

And I just draw his back now

Yesterday he was gone, but he leaves my one pleasure

I have got new belief about my life

Close my heart

-AV-

I don’t know what I must say

Im happy to see u

I don’t know this feeling

Maybe this is love

I love u

I want to keep u in my heart

I don’t know what I have to say to u

I really really love u

But may be this is only my dream

To keep u in my heart

Im so sad if I see u walk with other man

I really love u, but I cant

Now..

Maybe I must go, go from my love

And I can only see u from ur back

And maybe I’ll see u

Walk with other man from ur back

I hope u can find your love

I hope u will be happy with ur true love

Now..

Maybe I will close my heart

Close my love until someone

Can open my heart, like u did

And take ur place in my heart

But may be no one can open my heart

U’re the only one, my last love

Secret admirer

-PS-

To see u,, make me feel happy

But if I see u walk with another man,

Should I be happy?

I just can see u from far away

Admirer u with seeing,, how beautiful ur face is

Ur smile, ur voice, and ur body

And all that I can do for u from far away

Just to see u

And can be

Your secret admirer

Don’t ever

-IA-

Don’t u ever say goodbye

If u want still to try

Don’t u ever give up

If u still can

Don’t u ever say that u don’t love him

If u cant forget him

So,, don’t ever

You’re too high cuz u feel nothing

-PS-

Trust in me

I don’t wanna love u

I don’t mean to love u

I don’t wanna keep u in my life

Please, trust me! I wanna feel nothing

Yagh,, perhaps that’s all

So, I don’t wanna feel that’s all

But.. if I do? If I really love u?

What will u do?

I know.. u will say ‘who’re u?’

And after that u hate me

But, whats ur point to break my love for u?

Do I disturb u?

Or maybe destroy u?

No.. I think I never!!!!

If u don’t like me to love u

N just consider u as a friend

It’s ok..

Might it’s not enough for me

It’s enough to be ur friend!!

But don’t angry with me

If I love u

My mind does not mean to love u

But my heart does

Sorry

-DC-

Sorry if I must go from u

Maybe this way is better for me

I’m sorry that I hurt u

And I believe that someday, somewhere

I’ll meet u again, with a smile…

… I believe that

If u know, I cant leave u

But this the final decision

I know u hate me

And I just can say “SORRY”

You

-unknown-

Yesterday, I smiled for u

All of my happiness are because of u

Today im sad for u

All my tears are because of u

But maybe im not precious for u

But maybe I cant forget u

Because u are my happiness

And also my pain

My tears

-DR-

When the night comes to me

And the loneliness back.. again

Im staying here

And sing the song

The song about my heart

Im staying here

And I learn more

How to get love for me

Because im the man

Who will never stop to find
The happiness times for me

Because im the man

Who will never stop to find

The ture love for me

Just a little bit attention

Just a little time

Just a little love

To flow my tears

-HR-

‘who am i?’ I said

‘my lover.’ U said

Tell me.. who am i?’ I said

‘u r my lover,, my beloved girl’ u said

‘ur what? Ur beloved girl u said?’ I said

‘of course, I love u, and u lo…’ u said

‘u do love me or u loved me?’ I said

‘what r u talking about?’ u said

‘am I ur lover or

A girl to be held when u need to hold,

A girl to be hugged when u need a hug,

A girl to be kissed when u need to be kissed.’ I said

‘R u kidding me?’ u said

‘I’m just a little spot in ur sunshine,

Ur little fire in ur snowy day,

Ur little rest in ur busy week.’ I said

“WHAT??’ u said

‘if im ur lover will u do this to me? Will u do all of these?’ I said

‘…….’ I wait but u r silent

‘u r too busy even to make me smile, and..

I am only someone trying to come to ur full mind,

And I guess, it will never work.’ I said angrily

‘.. u r my lover, please come back and make me smile’ u said

‘Speak the truth, WHO AM I? who am I for u?’ I said loudly

Then only silence left and tears dropped from my eyes.

U walked away from me.

A piece of love to the heartbreaker

-AI-

U dumped me when my love grow up

U broke my heart when I try to love u

U are my spirit to do the best

U are my reason to survive

I just want to be a part of ur life

I just want to be a side of ur heart

I gave u a bowl of love in ur dinner

I gave u a plate of pray in ur dream

I’m waiting for ur love in my night

The night which will never come to me

Why u leave me when I fall into the deepest of ur heart

I’m disappointed to u

But I still have a piece of love for u

My,,, heartbreaker