Thursday, August 28, 2008

oh begini toh rasanya

gw baru tau rasanya 
GAK NAPSU MAKAN

gw gak napsu makan.
laper,
tapi maleeees bgt mkn.

kepala gw sakit. sakiiit,, bukan pusing....
akumulasi dari jahatnya gw yang memforsir diri gw.
seminggu, traveling, seminggu kemudiannya [minggu ini] gk istirahat, coba liat list hal hal yg musti gw kerjain...yang assignment lah
yang ujian berturut2 lah
yang lab report lah
yang quiz lah
bikin gw gk pernah tidur kurang dari jam 130 (*)
dan gw selalu kuliah jam 8 pagi.membuat gw harus bangun jam 7 pagi. 
nungguin bus, desek2an di bus. keujanan pas ngejar bus. 
pagi pagi ujan, sore sore panas, malem malem dingin.
mentengin LCD lappy mulu.
mantengin graph paper yang bikin pusing.
mantengin equation equation yang gw juga gk tau apa itu.
ngebawa text book yang masing2 lebih dr 700 pages.
fotokopi soalan taun lalu yg gk gw kerjain pun.
text book, merangkap bantal
beberapa hari belakangan nescafe adalah minuman wajib gw.
kebanyakan kafein kali ya gw?

ternyata gini toh rasanya gk napsu makan....
sekarang gw laper. 
makanan ada, enak pula, sayang aja dh rada dingin.
tapi gw gk napsu makan.

i guess it's true when someone says

i need a break, a rest.
thank god besok long weekend sampe selasa
[national day nya m'sia+awal ramadhan]

sayang nya,,
besok musti submit lab report,
begitu masuk hari rabu, gw tes numerical method,
kamis nya submit assignment.




(*) walo gw tau for some people, tidur after jam 130 itu biasa banget, tapi buat gw itu luar biasa.
karena gw penganut paham "tidur cepet pangkal hidup bahagia" heheee

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

gimana ini


hari ini
jam 8am, kuliah sampe jam1
jam 1pm, belajar persiapan tes analytical chemistry
jam 830pm tadi gw tes analytical chemistry
jam 10pm selese.
ternyata lecturer gw adalah nyokap dari temen scuba gw.. duh gk enak bgt... karena kelas dia, gw gk pernah gk tidur...

jam 1am selese makan pempek dr bg andre sambil kongkow [halaaaah] trimakasih bg andre, sudah kenyang.

besok

jam 10am kuliah, tiada henti sampe jam 5 sore
jam 8pm tes separation process

gimana ini? gimana ini? gimana ini?

sekarang, bukannya mulia belajar malah nulis blog........
dudul




**udah tau bakal gini masiiiih aja tetep last minute study..!!!!!!!
insyaf nin,,, insyaf............ udah junior year.... 
katanya gk mau extend??
katanya mau jadi engineer......??????

Monday, August 25, 2008

time to change


dari awal semester kemaren, gw udah pengeeeen bgt mengganti salah satu habit gw.
tapi itu lah, buat merubah sesuatu itu susaaaah bgt, buat mengawali sesuatu itu susah bgt, takut dianggep aneh lah, takut dianggep sok sok-an lah, kalo bahasa jawanya "engko ndak ndarani blablabla" [ntar dikirian blablabla]

tapi, apa kita siap menghadapi akibatnya?

weh, apaan sih jadi lebay.

jadi gini, kalo kita beli makan yang dibungkus di sini, kita selalu make box styrofoam. cuma dipake paling lama setengah jam, abis itu end up di tong sampah, abis itu akan nongkrong aja di bumi sampe kapan tauk. kalo gini terus lama lama jadi kaya film wall-e lho.... lo gk serem apa?

dari semester kemaren, gw dah pengeeen bgt ngurangin makan dibungkus, trs kalo makan dibungkus, bawa kotak makan sendiri. tapi itu lah, namanya berubah itu susah. takut diliat aneh, dibilang aneh, dikirain sok sok-an. gw juga pas baru pengen mulai, gk mau bilang bilang sama orang, gw gk mau dibilang omdo.
gw gk tega, sayang styrofoamnya, sayang bumi nya.

tapi, kalo mau mulainya besok, pasti gk akan mulai mulai lagi. hari ini bilang besok, besok nya bilang lagi besok, besoknya lagi gituuu lagi, nah lo. kapan donk mulainya?

bukan masalah kita bisa kok beli styrofoam nya. emang bisa beli styrofoam nya, tapi mikir gk sih, kemana styrofoam itu akan end up? gw juga belom tau.

maka dari itu, tadi siang, untuk pertama kalinya setelah keinginan satu semester lebih, gw beli makan dengan membawa kotak makan sendiri.
gw ambil nasi, gw ambil lauk, dan the best part adalah pas gw mau bayar. si mamang2 biilang "karna bawa tempat sendiri, harganya saya kurangin" HORAY!!
worst part nya adalah bahwa gw harus nyuci tu tempat makan, gw paling maleeeeeeesss dn gk suka sm yg namanya nyuci piring, dishes. tapi, kok gw egois bgt sih? karna gw males nyuci piring barang lima menit, gw nambah sampah styrofoam yang ntah kapan terurainya.

emang sih, pertamanya terasa dan terlihat aneh. tapi insya Allah besok besok gk akan aneh lagi kok.

kalo menurut lo menyelamatkan bumi adalah alesan yg terlalu jauh, terserah lo mau ganti apa alesannya. ganti jadi menyelamatkan duit jajan juga bisa.

gw suka sedih deh, ngeliat pas acara PPI, pasti makan minum pake styrofoam, tapi gw juga gk tau gimana biar gk pake styrofoam.

selain itu, energi tuh dihemat hemat lah. kalo gk dipake jangan dinyalain.. sebel bgt kalo liat status temen2 YM yg idle sampe berjam jam. ato malah statusnya "lagi ke kelas". matiin kek laptopnya..
bukan masalah "di sini kan gratis", atau "gw mampu kok bayar tagihan listrik". tapi masalah emisi gas yg dibuang untuk memproduksi listrik yg kita buang buang itu.... mubazir. lo mampu gk membayar kerusakan lingkungannya? 

its time to change, for a better tomorrow. earth needs a real action.

"do what you can, with what you have, where you are" - Theodore Roosevelt 

Captain: Out there is our home - home, AUTO! - and it's in trouble. I can't just sit here and do nothing. That's all I've ever done! That's all anyone has ever done on this blasted ship. - Wall-E

mari mari, siapa yang mau bantu bumi??

*gw denger starbucks juga gitu lho, kalo lo bawa tempat sendiri, something like ur own tumbler or else, bakal dapet diskon.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

setelah mid sem break

mari lah kita menundukan kepala,
kembali belajar,
mengerjakan assignment
mempersiapkan diri untuk ujian
dan
menggila bersama.


si asri kmrn k kamar gw dn bilang 
"wiih, kamar lo rapi nin" [emang aneh bgt ngeliat kamar gw rapi yak?]
itu adalah karena gw belom mulai mengerjakan apa2.
belom buka buku, belom nyoba ngerjain assignment, belom mulai belajar.
kalo aja dia dateng beberapa jam setelahnya
dia akan ngeliat keadaan kamar gw sebenarnya. 
i guess i have never been the neat one.

the picture was taken at 2:14am. before i got sleep, dan aneh nya, pagi ini gw bangun jam 8. gila gila.!!

udah ah, malah jadi ngelantur kan.
mari kembali mengerjakan 3 assignments yang harus submit besok!
huffff....
nasiiib nasiiib 

quotes of the day


hari ini gw dapet banyaaak bgt quotes, out of nowhere tiba tiba aja adaaaaa aja yg ngasih gw kalimat kalimat berat sarat makna [hallah]


"nin, kta kalo nak tolong kawan, bukannya bagi mereka ikan percuma, tapi ajar mereka macam mana nak tangkap ikan"
artinya: "nin, kalo mau nolong temen itu bukan langsung ngasih ikan gitu aja, tapi kita ajarin mereka gimana caranya nangkep tu ikan"


"semua kalo ikhlas, pasti mudah"


"Soalan: En.Hashim, bagaimanakah caranya saya nak menghafal sesuatu fakta.
Jawapan: Bagaimana cara anda menghafal Al-fatihah semasa mula2 belajar sembahyang. sambil senyum ni tanya dgn penyoal tadi. smile. Dalam soalan ada jawapan."
artinya: "pertanyaan: pak Hashim gimana caranya menghapal yg baik?
jawabannya: gimana caranya dulu kamu ngapalin Al-Fatihah pas awal awal belajar solat? si lecturer balik nanya ke yang nanya tadi. dalam setiap pertanyaan selalu ada jawaban"




a lil bit weird...
out of nowhere gituuuuu


mungkin universe tau bahwa gw lagi perlu wejangan dn motivation kali yak?? law of attraction......


ada yang mau nambahin quotes of the day gw???

Friday, August 22, 2008

rantau abang it was.


i tried to take simple notes on the journey, here they goes.

20.08.08
1030 @ hentian putra, KL
hentian putra is much less busy than pudu raya, since it only serve pantai timur destination, terengganu and kelantan. my biggest fear is that it will be dark when i arrive @ rantau abang or dungun. i have tried to control all the controllable variables. now, lets just pray that the uncontrolled variables is controlled by the greatest power.

1150 @ bus
wani [my classmate] and fauzan [her bf] are very very much help, although sometimes she's like a pain in the ass when it comes to assignment, but today i love her so much. hahaaaa. fauzan comes from terengganu, and give me guidance through SMS. he said that i'll be arrived in 5-6hrs. and should take local bus heading to KT, stop at rantau abang.
the bus seat is 2-1. i sat on the single seat. thank God, i dont have to worry about sitting next to stanger.
excited, fear, the feeling of uncertainty, the adrenalin, make me wants to smile and cry at the same time.

215 still@bus
i wake up by the tasty delicious smell of someone's lunch. uh,, im hungry. i only brought two bread with me, and i blame my self, why didnt i buy a real food. my feet are cold, and i need to pee. i look outside the window, its all kelapa sawit.

316 @bandar baru chendor
alhamdulillah, i am now full. we stop at this small R&R area in bandar baru chendor. but for me, it is more than enough. i went to toilet, had my zuhur prayer and had my lunch. rice with squid and teh o suam, i try to drink teh o suam on every jouney to avoid sickness. and thank God hat eatng has never been an issue for me. i can eat nearly anything anywhere. haha.

500 @dungun bus stop
it really is a bus stop. just a halte, with some ruko as the background, and across is some ticketing counters. although fauzan said said there will be local bus, but i can not wait for too long, and a pak cik offer me a ride [for some payment of course]. he take me to dahimah's GH. it is located in the middle of dungun-KT main road. he also promise to get a bus ticket to JB for friday nite. the GH is 1km from petronas gas station, and seems to be out of nowhere. food, the man said that puan dahimah herself will take me to food stall nearby petronas station. then i went to the beach, the beach is really a private beach, no body was there. golden sand. quite. turtle? i dont think so.

854 @bed
just had my dinner and isya prayer. getting ready for bed when pak cik called "tiket pergi JB habis, paling cepat rabu minggu depan" and i was like "gila lo gw masih mahasiswa yg punya kewajiban tes dan gw gk punya duit banyak"

858 @bed
he called me again "ada tiket, esok malam pergi KL" and i take it without any second thoughts. so i just just one nite here. tomorrow, thinking to shoot on sunrise, maybe go to KT.


21.08.08
649 @bed
i wake up by series of alarm. i had my subuh prayer and look outside. it is already shining. why sunrise doesnt have an obvious change of color as sunset? so lets just get back to sleep, maybe wake up at 8 or 9 then get going. i am lack of money, i can not afford error. 

810 @the beach
i take a brisk walk on the beach, try to take some pictures. then i saw more car parking on the GH. and i thought this is more like a transit place than a destination. KT or marang for today, idk yet. pak ck will pick me at 10pm, what am i gonna do for the next 14hrs?

920
i wait for the local bus to KT, i ve been thinking about stopping a random car and wish for a lift. but i guess its too extreme and not common in MY. they said the bus will come every half an hour, so lets just wait.

930
i am at the bus, 62kms to KT. what am i gonna do in KT, idk yet.

1100 @a kafetaria in KT
walking to where my feet take me. its 1.5hrs journey from rantau abang to KT, i guess i should be back at 3.
i decide to go to pulau duyung, LP said that there is a traditional boat making process. so i guess i'll take some photographs. the cashier from the kafetaria walk me about 500m from the kafetaria to show me the direction. thank you.

1205 @boat
waiting for more passenger. i help a lady with her plastic bag full of groceries. she s really friendly, she even offer me to stop by to her house in pulau duyung. she speak traditional terengganu language i nearly can not understand. i guess i'll just take some picture, go to that lady's house for zuhur prayer, back to mainland, go to taman tamadun islam [vinny recommend this place] and catch a bus around 3. atually there is a place called floating mosque, but my bus passed the mosque, but it doesnt seems like floating due to lack of water and i can see some of its base.

1245
plan change, i went to mak cik's house first take some picture, zuhur prayer get a rest and go back to the mainland. she is 58 years old, her oldest son is 41 years old [so she had her first son when she is 17 years old!!] she has 14 grand children, i met one of them fatim, she is 19. mak cik's youngest daughter is aai [ranina], she is 15 years old [a lil bit confusing that her daughter is younger than her grand daughter]. she really is a nice lady. she gave me an iced syrup and some snacks.

120
back from the what-so-called-traditional boat making process that turn out to be a WORKSHOP. just a workshop.

245 @ small jetty
aai take me to jetty with the motorcycle.

315 @bridge
no boat, we went to the bridge, mak cik said that there are some taxi to KT. but there is no taxi.

410 @hentian bas KT
alhamdulillah, fatim take me there. by motorcycle. aai cant take me because she doesnt have a license. i want to give er some money to buy petrol, but she said "ah, tak tak, tak pe ikhlas" oh my God. i met such a wonderful family. alhamdulillah.

628 @room
i sent sms "mak cik, alhamdulillah, saya dah kat rantau abang. trimakasih banyak atas bantuan mak cik sekeluarga. semoga Allah membalas kebaikan mak cik. amiin"

726 @room
a reply "sekom! nie fatim, aai tak de credit.kteorang skuarge ase syukor la. tau hanin dah slmt sampai, jage diri tau elok2"
alhamdulillah i met this lady. idk what im gonna do that afternoon without her.

845 @room
waiting is really really boring. pak cik will take me at 10, but now idk what to do.

955 @GH
i go to the office to finish the payment, and pak cik already there. thank god.

1135 @ express sani bus
i sit by a [fat] boy maybe around 15. he travels with his mom and younger bro. they sit behind us. he listen to slow melayu rock song, why do i know? because HE IS NOT USING HIS EARPHONE [ahhh,, pencemaran suara..!!!!]


22.08.08
around 4 @highway
that boy accidently wake me when he ask his mom "mak dah sampi mane ni?" and his mom answer wif anger "mane lah mak tau"

505 @hentian putra
it is lot busier than last wednesday. ticket counters are not open yet. i'll wait till 6 and go to pudu

630 @bus
going to pudu. hope i can get earliest bus to JB. i am exhausted.

640 @pudu
transnasional the earliest is 1pm. oh no. i walk through to find an available ticket. there is this s&s counter. now @platform 22. i went there as soon as possible. turn out no bus was there. the bus was outside. thank god the seat was 2-1. alhamdulillah

744 @bus
the bus still not moving anywhere.

801 @bus
alhamdulillah, the bus is moving. bismillah i am going back to jb.

1227 @bus
damn. the bus stop at larkin. it exits on kempas instead of skudai. 

115 @taxi
the taxi cost me rm25. damn i said to pak cik taxi "25ringit saya boleh balik ek KL lagi cik" hahaaa. [untung pak cik nya gk marah]


thats all the story.

moral of the story: do not follow this itinerary.
i really thank god that the uncontrollable variable has been controlled by the Almighty perfectly. Alhamdulillah.

balik ke terengganu? asal ke pulau redang, atau pulau perhentian. 
balik ke rantau abang lagi? gk deh
emag agak silly,, tapi saya PUAS!!
ini salah satu enaknya solo backpacking, gk perlu takut mengecewakan orang lain, karna tempat tujuan yg kita pilih ternyata not perfect.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

terengganu it is.

insya ALlah besok jam 11 pagi, berangkat ke terengganu naik transnasional.
doakan smeuanya lancar yaaah...

semoga sampe sana belom terlalu gelap.
semoga dapet duduk gk sebelah "orang aneh"
semoga aman dn lancar.

insya Allah semua variable yg bisa dikendalikan udh gw settle kan.
semoga varibale lainnya aman2ajaaaa yaaaahhh.......

yg lucunya tadi gw sempet jiper bgt bgt gitu,,,
pagi2 ceting-an sama mbak non sm mas adit. mendapat banyak semangat gitu deyh.... hihiii
thx yah......
sempet sakit perut kembung gitu, pusing2, keringet dingin.
gak tau beneran gk tau psikis.....
sugesti kali yaaaa.......
semoga cuman sugesti....
semoga semua baik2 ajaaaaaa

amiin.....

Monday, August 18, 2008

@KLCC

gw lg d KLCC..mendadak KLCC bukan objek yg mnarik lg bwt g foto..tau gt kn gk ush bw camera..jd skrg gw wifi an aj dh pk PSP..canggih yaa...gw dh dpt tkt k trengganu,hr rabu jm sebelas pg..jujur gw jd rd jiper dh,pergi sndr...gara2si bg andre ma bg aulia gk dpt tkt....doakan gw yaaa...but last minute change is always possible,as the only thing that certain in lyf is its uncertainty,rite...udh ah pegel ngetiknya...TTFN

Sunday, August 17, 2008

day 1 in KL

kemaren pagi, awalnya gw bingung, ke KL gak ya,,,,
secara gw kehilangan niat untuk ikutan ESQ karna satu dn lain hal. 
pagi2 awalnya gw gk mau ke KL, tapi sayang karna tiket udah dibeli.
tapi mau ngapain juga di KL, kan udah gk ada alesan buat ke KL.
tiket bus jam 230, jam 1230 gw memutuskan buat pergi.
hufff....

nyampe KL, sktr jam 630pm.
neno sm suci lsg naek taxi ke lokasi ESQ, gw harus menuju tempat sylvi di puchong. tempat yg gw juga belom pernah datengin. heheeee.
di guide terus sm syvli dn intan via SMS. thank to you both.
dari pudu raya jalan sampe pasar seni. trs nunggu rapid KL nomer U60 ke puchong utama.
gw nunggu sekitar setengah jam di bawah stasiun train pasar seni, ternyata itu bukan tempat nunggu U60. emang banyak sih rapid lainnya, tapi gk ada U60. ternyata U60 dan banyak jenis lainnya ada terminal kecilnya gitu... ya ampuun gw baru tau. bodoh nya saya...
naik rapid KL ke puchong utama sekitar satu jam. turun di last stop nya dia terus ganti rapid lagi T515. turun di desaria, apartment nya syl. nyampe sana around 920pm.
alhamdulillah.
bubu jam 1, bangun subuh, trs bubu lagi sampe jam 930 hihiiii

sekarang gw masi bingung mau kemana, hahaaaa.....

ntar jam 5 janjian sama dindo di mid valley, nah sampe jam 5 gw mau ngapain yak???
mungkin membeli titipan sina di petrosains,
paling kalo udah mentok gk da kerjaan gw nonton aja. cara paling efektif membuang waktu.

trs smg bg aulia ama bg andre cepetan ngasi kabar ttg trip to terengganu nya, jadi gw bisa cepet beli tiket juga....
mosok, kata housemate nya syl ke terengganu dari KL, 12 jam. oh mak.........
film apa ya yg lagi bagus...???

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

when i was young

kemaren tiba2 ada yg ngajak conference,
ternyata teman teman SD gw... 
ngebahas kumpul2, maav yh gk bisa gabung, belom libur uy.....

trs, tukeran ID ym, add FS dn FB,
and i found this picture
gilaaaa.....
when i was just a lil girl... 
i ask my mother,
what will i be [lhaa jadi nyanyi....]
hahaaaaaa

kita semua masih kecil bgt........
trs gw liat foto2 mereka sekarang,
ya oloh........
puberty does change us a lot.
hahaaaa

Friday, August 8, 2008

090808

sudah baca yang ini???
sekarang gw ganti jadi:

impian lecturer gw buat bikin kelas tambahan tgl 080808 jam 3-5 sore lenyap karna gw memutuskan buat ngecap paspor gw. 
!!!...HAHAHA...!!!


jadi berkat bujukan2 setan di blog sebelumnya, gw berangkat ke SG jam 3 sore. tepat bgt saat lecturer gw memulai kelasnya....
imigrasi SG natriannya panjaaaaaaang bgt,, 
jadi curiga, apakah mereka juga obsessed dgn cap 080808?? hahaaaa

trs, pertama qta [gw sm uni] ke sim lim square {walking distance dr MRT bugis} [katanya sih pusat IT nya SG] nyari diode titipan temen uni, tapi sim lim square teh isinya kaya mangga dua, elektronik udah jadi, bukan komponen2,, nanya2 kata orang di sim lim quare ada nya di sim lim tower, sebrang nya sim lim square. heading there.. nyari2, awal2 kaga ada yg jual, alhamdulillah di basement ada satu toko terpencil yg jual, dapet satu item [dari 3]. moral of the story: jangan nyerah, tadinya qta dah ragu di toko itu jual, tapi dicobain juga dan dapeeeeet........
semangatnya pumped lagi donk... bahkan orang di toko pertama ini bilang "u have been looking for this type for so long ha? i can see it on ur face" hahaaa,, apakah muka kita keliatan kegirangan???
cari lagi 2 item lainnya [another type of diode dan ultrasonic, gw juga gk tau ini apaan] akhirnya nemu di lantai dua dan tiga.
diode teh komponen apa juga gw kaga tau,, lucunya di toko ketiga kita dikasih tau bahwa diode yg kita cari gk ada, tapi diode ini bisa substitute diode yg kita cari prinsip kerjanya gini gini gini,, nah lo,, kita berdua mana ngertiiii.....
so, kalo nyari komponen elektronik di Sim Lim Tower yaaaa..

dari sana ke orchard, tujuannya ke wheelock place, ke borders, toko buku mencari birthday present for my self [linked], nyari titipan bg andre juga, LP the great mekong [vietnam, laos, cambodia] tapi gk ada. maav deh bg, anda kurang beruntung hari ini....

dari sana makan char kuey tiaw di food republic, trust me, its not a good idea when u starve and want to eat at food republic at peak hour... nyari seat nya syuuusyaaah bgtttt....... trs udah deh, heading ke woodland, beli BK, nunggu bus SMRT 950. ehhhh kaga ada,,, jadi naek 911 atau 912 atau 913, tappi turun di pinggir checkpoint, kaya kalo dari JB trs keluar naek taxi. 

sampe imigrasi antriiiann nya panjaaaaaannnggg deh, imigrasi masuk SG, imigrasi keluar SG, nunggu bus. semuanya panjaaang,, apakah semua orang berpikiran 080808 kaya gw??? hahahaaa....

sampe JB jam 11:11, sampe UTM around 11:50 an.

capek, tapi puaaaassss... nemuin barang yg nyarinya susaaah, dan kita gk kebayang bentuknya apa... dapet cap 08 aug 08, dapet birthday present, dapet yg lain lain juga... makan char kuey tiaw, double swiss mushroom nya BK. jadi di singapore itu bukan cuman cari baju yaaa,, cari diode juga bisa.... hahahaaa....





so,, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE...

and.......................
happy earlier birthday hanin

Thursday, August 7, 2008

080808


impian gw [lebay] buat ngecap paspor tertanggal 080808 lenyap saat lecturer gw memaxa bikin kelas tambahan sore nanti jam 3 sampe jam 5 gara gara seminggu kemaren dia pulang kampung ke Pakistan. !!!...huh..!!!





apa gw bolos aja ya?? secara 080808 cuman sekali selama lamanya, sedangkan lecture... masih ada [buat gw] sampe gw lulus undergrad.

Monday, August 4, 2008

wish list

ciye... yg mau ulang taun. hahaaaa
bikin wishlist ah.... sukur sukur ada yg berbaik hati ngasih kado ini...
hahaaaaa... [ngarep mode: on]

1. sendal jepit crocs size 8.
pertama make crocs dioleh2in sama mbak [thx mbak] size 9. kegedean dikit. tp msh bs dipake.. kegedean dikit aja comfortable, apalagi kalo pas... crocs is so comfortable, thanks to croslite material which is actually a foamable ethylene vinyl acetate and polyolefin elastomer [it is a polymer]

2. [another crocs] prima crocs
due to its very comfortable polymeric material, i want more.

i dont think i need a reason for wanting this.

[not in the list anymore] please refer to this entry [linked]
i dont think i need a reason for wanting this either.

5. trip to a turtle sanctuary
either in terengganu or in ujung genteng.

6. a gentlemen
huahahahaaa do i sound pathetic by adding this into my wish list? i have a happy live here, and he'll be like an icing in an already delicious cake.

thats all.
hayoo,,, teman2 yg baik hati.. masih ada waktu...

[updated]
7. snorkel and mask
itu lho.. yg buat snorkeling....tapi gk tau yg bagus merk nya apa, dn belinya dmn...