why student fails??

> > It's not the fault of the student if he/she fails,
> > because the year ONLY has 365 days.
> >
> > Typical academic year for a student:
> >
> > 1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know
> > Sundays are for rest.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 313.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> > 2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot
> > and difficult to study.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 263.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> > 3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 141.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> >
> > 4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health)
> > means 15 days.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 126.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> >
> > 5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies
> > (chewing properly & swallowing) -
> > means 30days.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 96.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> >
> > 6. 1 hour for talking
> > (human is a social animal) - means 15 days.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 81.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> >
> > 7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
> >
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 46.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> >
> > 8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40
> > days.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 6.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> > 9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > Days left 3.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> >
> > 10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
> >
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> > 1 day left.
> > ------------------------------------------------------------------------
> >
> >
> > 11. That 1 day is your birthday.
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > How can you study on that day?!?!?!?!?!?!
> >
> >
> > Balance =0
> >
> > "How can a student pass ?????"



hahaha klo dipikir",,,bener juga gak sih???
parah!!!!

mau tes static,,malah ke cict...

ntar malem gw tes static..tapi kaki gw ngebawanya ke cict...
smalem blajar,,cape...cape gw blajar [alah padahal bru 1 sem blom ada]
oh ia,,di blahan bumi sebelah sono mb non lagi sidang,,good luck sist ya,,doa ku menyertaimu!!!

duh..kapan ya gw sidang..hehehe..pertanyaan aneh!!!!
eh,,btw,,klo atlet sepak bola bisa gantung spatu&atlet bulu tangkis gantung raket..
rasanya gw pengen gantung calculator...hahaha..

skarang gw malah mo ke perpus..ditunggu ibu dsna..pgn blajar sih dsna..tapi ntar jumatan dia tutup..bt...blajar kat bilik je la...

wah..btw bntar lg puasa...
to whom it may concern...[alah]
gw minta maap ya..atas sgala kesilapan gw...

yowes,,ibu dah kesepian di perpus..
mo blajar juga..

-fourFLaTwaNnaB3-

weird week

minggu ini,,dibilang busy week iya,,dibilang relax week juga iya...
dari senen kmaren ada aja klas gw yang di cancel...
senen kaga ada calculus,,so jam 4 dah pulang
slasa kaga ada introductary to engineering so masuk jam 2,,
rabu kaga ada calculus ama kaga ada engineering drawing,,so gw cuma ke kampus nganter tugas doank..
abis itu gw ke psz dah..niatnya mo nyelesein self access,,tapi malah terpaku disini..hahaha
sebenernya nih minggu nyantai,,tapi kayanya ada aja tugas yang harus dibuat..
bikin tension!!!!

ummm..trus gw dah dapet jadual final exam,,pokoknya trakhir tanggal 20,,so gw balik after 20 nov,,tunggu lah aku di jakarta mu...
tadi gw buka email dri bu neneng,,
katanya bu neneng ditelpon ama mamanya aan,,ngabarin kabarnya anak" AKMIL,
seneng bgt bacanya...
katanya anak" AKMIL sehat,,ga ada yang sakit,,dan bisa bersaing,,mreka lebaran di magelang dan penutupan basis tanggal 7 NOVEMBER....senang...
brarti gw bisa lebih lama ketemu skh....hahaha...smoga aja tanggal 20 november dia masih ib ampe gw pulang lagi ke malay...
hahaha..
like he always said,,
he'll pick me up in d'airport..hahaha..
trus ntar gw gantian nganterin dia ke airport,,kaya aadc dah..hehehe..males de...

oia,,tadi bt bgt,,masa gw kan jalan ya ke kampus,,
eh tiba" ada mobil yang nglakson gtu,,gw liat taunya temen tipis gw,,dan dia cuma dada"doang...dan gw cuma bisa bilang,,setan lo!!!dah tau gw jalan,,tawarin kek gw naik mobil lo!!!!
trus pas gw mendaki bukit,,ada lagi temen tipis gw,,yang ini naik motor,,
kenapa sih dah pada bawa kendaraan???bikin iri hati dan dengki...[eh gak boleh tau,,bentar lgi kan puasa,,jagalah hati...jangan kau nodai...]

nyampe kelas dengan penuh keringat...nyatet jadwal exam,,temen gw nyanyi" lagu heart...argh...males bgt gw ngedengernya,,,bosen gile!!!!!!
eh kata dia
 "hanin kamu banyak bawa baju ya..saya jarang nampak awak guna baju yang sama"
hahaha,,gw ketawa" aja...padahal ada juga baju yang blom pernah gw pake,,,
kalo bisa kamar gw dikasi roda...itu juga dah gw angkut ksni...trus gw tinggal di emperan L12 gtu...hahaha..khayalan tingkat tinggi [kaya lagu nya peterpan ya??]

ntar malem international students ada dilogue with vice naib chancelor..yang gw cari mah bukan dialogue nya,,dinner nya!!!hahaha
naib chancelor jo,,pasti makanannya sedap gile....

oia besok ada election bwat mpp gtu..
trus gw liat ada foto agent channel..
si agent lim,,hahaha,,,pasti gw pilih dia,,
PILIH CHANNEL!!!!

duh gw dah dapet nih buku yang gw mo cari,,masalahnya,,gw kaga tau buku itu boleh dibawa keluar psz apa kaga...gw kaga ngerti peng-kode-an nya...
waktu itu dah pernah dijelasin sih,,tapi,,,gw gitu...hahahaha

ummm udah dulu kli yaaaaaa.......
dudu...

rise n shine

ummmm..
now ive been trying to mend the broken dreams of mine [halah bahasa gw!!!]
right,,since writing the last post,,since talking with friends,,since reading mbnan's email,,
ive been trying to re-define,,and to look it in a better point of view..
maybe i cant define it fastly,,it'll take time..
but..
ive begining realize la...

since im in bandung,,ive been praying to god that god would show me the best,,
and now im trying to believe that god has giving me the best,,as always..
maybe i cant see it clearly now,,but later maybe,,,
maybe renewable energy is not for me,,
and god has given that "job" to other that more suitable,,
right man in a right place
its juz not me [ya iya lah gw kan woman hahaha]

and people fails,,
its how u deal with it that changes u
[padahal ini kan topic public speaking gw!!]
its not the end of d world,,
as long as ure still alive,,u still have lots of new chances..
everyday is a new beginning,,
success is a marathon not a sprint,,
remember thomas alva edison said
someone's biggest failure is when they didnt realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
[wah ini mah gw ngulang public speaking gw!!]

and remember F. D. Roosevelt said
DO WHAT U CAN,,WITH WHAT U HAVE,,WHERE U ARE


-imtryinghardtomendthepiecesofmybrokendreams-

is this what i want?

yes,,i've been thinking about it..
is this what i really want?

i mean,,i used to dream to be an inventor or at least involved in renewable energy project,,
to bring something crucial to mankind,,atleast i contribute in making our sky clear..

but,,where i am now??
chemical engineering-polymer,,POLYMER!!!!

when i started here,,i thought,,ok,i'll make a generator from polymer..
but
someone told me
generator from polymer???it'll melt..

then i suddenly like...is this what i really want?

i dont know,,
maybe im lucky..i get this oppourtunity to study abroad,,to study more,,but is this what i really want..

i feel like so stupid here..
last monday lecturer gave us our electrical technology test's mark,,and what did i saw on my paper??
11.5 over 30
and below it
"sila jumpa saya!!"
i mean im not the only one who has to meet her,,but,,i dont even get half..im failing!!!

and when a stanger ask my course,,when i say "chemical-polymer"
they all are like..wow...
c'mon im not that brilliant.. 
its not that im chemical-student,,so im the most smart...

is this what i really want????
i mean this polymer thing..
this plastic rubber thing...

well polymer industry is a very rapidly grown industry,,with a hardwork and pray,,insya Allah i could get a bright future,,
but 
is this what i really want??

lately i've also been thinking about changing course..
but
is that what i want?
what if its getting harder and harder??

im feeling really down now..

i expect a first level mark,,3.7 atleast!!
but this electrical thing...argh!!!!!!

in the other hand,,
honestly..i dont wanna disappoint my family,,
i have to score!!
i have to studyharder!
i have to make them proud of me!

so,,once more
is this what i really want?
bismilahhirohmannirrahim
yes,,this is what i want

utm lagi....

utm lagi....
argh...

dateng jam 9.30an di utm....hari jumat..

sekarang minggu 10 september 2006,,on hanin+sukhoi's 19 months anniversary,,im sitting in L12's lobby,,doing internet,,ignoring my assignment!!!

masih jetlag hahaha..blom biasa blajar lagi nih..kacau....

yowess aja deh kali ya.....

malaysia lagi,,johor lagi,,utm lagi,,study lagi,,
teh tarik lagi,,tom yam daging lagi,,bistik telor lagi,,

....dan semua tentang nya...

jakarta 050906

huhuhu..gw gak ada kerjaan nih..akhirnya kulakukan kriminal ini...
kacabut kabel itu...kusambungkan ke vaio ini...
dan,,,connect to this world...

tadi gw nyoba ngerjain tugas gw,,tapi,,bawaan nya males!!
gak kebayang klo gw kuliah yang gw tinggal di rumah,,
pasti bawaan nya males mulu,,
so i guess studying at utm is a great decision deh...

anak"jakarta pada baru mulai kuliah..akhirnya gakada yang bisa gw ajak jalan" deh..

tadi gw dapet testi dri abi,,,huhuhu sedih
aku kangen skali sama abi!!!
gw jadi dapet motivasi baru...
he's the best deh!!!!

trus gw lagi update norton gw,,tapi kok gak bisa" yah...
jadi bt...
masa gw biarkan vaio gw tanpa perlindungan siyh???
skarang gw lagi nyoba download aka me-muat turun-kan..
lamaaaaaa...bt..
yawdah lah..
gw nyoba upload photo dlu yagh..

aku pulang!!!!!!!!

aku pulang!!!!!!
indah nya..... hehehe,,,
gw juga baru tau gw balik hari rabu...tau" gw kluar cict si ibu bilang "nin,,kita pulang.." wow.... amazed juga siyh... 
malemnya masih suru pake baju bodo dlu lagi,,, cobaan sebelum pulang,,,

and here i am now...on my birthday,in my lovely home!!!!!

kemaren gw dah ke bdg,,ke krida nusantara..
ketemu bu rossy,,bu neneng,,bu nuniek,,pak edy,,too bad i couldnt meet pak asdad,,and bu rini. trus ketemu bowo juga,,gw bingung..knapa dia tak nampak kaya abangnya yah?padahal...i miss his bro...
tapi gw dapet banyak pencerahan..esp dri pak edy.. 
bout study,,bout sukhoi.. trus gw jalan ama anak" di bip,,di bsm..see on photos deh... 
miss them all... kangen bgt sma sukhoi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!