my last mass balance lecture

the meaning of last here is last,, last not latest..
i hope it really be my last lecture on mass balance,,
and when i had my last thermodynamic lecture,, i hope i wont meet my lecturer again,,
its not that i dont like her..
she's about to get her doctoral next year, 
it means that i meet her again, im extending my study, 
and im not planing to, so..i hope i'll just see her on my graduation day..

so,, my mass balance lecturer gave me not only mass balance lecture but also some life tips..
like what am i doin in university.. what i should do but probably i didnt do..
like this one example..
lets think back why we go to university..? why i went to UTM..??
he said that to get one piece of paper that has UTM stamp
well thats true..
and to achieve it we must struggle,,
not juz lepak-lepak kat bilik je..
and its not the number of ur attendance that matter,,
its what u got from each lecture that matter..
i really feel that im missing lots of things when i miss a lecture,,
i dont know wether its juz me or its how it suppose to be..
but i do feel it..
and its not juz a piece of paper,,the number on the paper also matter...
things like that lah..

then,,its about quality versus quantity..
which one is u concern d most?
those two things have to b balance rite..??
i mean nowdays evrything measured in numbers and alphabet,,
wether u get an A or an E,, 4.00 or 1.99
but whats an A whats 4.00 if u cant solve problems they'll give u in ur field work..??
well, if u can solve the problem but your quantity is 1.99 or an E who woud belive in u in d first place..??
so this is how the relate to each other..
the quantity will show ur overall ability, your first impresion, while ur quality will show next..

then the other thing is that i had a chat with lunggi yesterday,,
he's in LA now, studying,,but havent enter university yet..
he's doing solething like college and a part time job..
well it really disapoint me when he shows that now he has already got his american thoughts..
it shows..
like when he told me about his plan taking her girl there,,and i asked him wether he wants to "nikah, kawin or living together",,and when i asked him wether he is still doin his prayer regularly,,he said,,no,,he doenst do his prayer regularly..
well,,then some thoughs come out from my head..
its not that ur in west country now so u got to think westly,,
i mean when u live there u will get so many influence that'll influence u,,and u gotta be smart to filtrate them,, not like juz adapt 'em all..
i really sorry for him actually,,
i mean he got those oppurtunities,,thats good,,but what is he searching afterall..??
whats in ur hand now,,could b gone in a blink,,so u better also get the eternal one..
its not like im so good to lecture u about those religy thing, but i juz wanna remind u,,well him, like what i did to my brother, sina..

well i re-read this post and its like its quite long enough,,so..im done..
this all lah..

wish me luck on my final,,please..
im chasing that three point something this semester..