wake up paper

last wednesday, i got my OC paper,,
which i did at saturday, right before i had our camp..

and it was..
really bad.
one third.
damn.

and when i did my energy balance paper,
i also couldnt hope much from it.

then i started to think

how could this happen to me..
its not a good beginning.

i know what i had to do,
i shouldnt connect to often.

so,,anybody
please help me..

i wanna unplug my wire

but in the other hand i also think...
damn,, how i need someone to support me,
just to say goodluck before i had my paper.
to say make me proud of you each day before i study.
damn.

i have to encourage my self,
wake up,
all by my self..

i dont wanna have such a one third mark no more.
OC is my wake up paper.!!